EDIT!!! dude i got the song for the lyrics down below =D http://emosong.ytmnd.com/# haha u have to listen to this song! hilarious
Hi
I am back from New Mexico and have already left and returned from North Carolina =)
lets see. . . today me and Cami went to the mall where we hung out with Dylan (Cami's current boyfriend... wow theres just so many, what a pimp) and i met my future husband. . . he has pink hair  it turns me on
dear diary,
mood: apathetic
my life is spiralling downward i couldnt get enough money to go to the blood red romance' and 'suffocate me dry concert' it sucks because they play some of my favourite songs like 'stab my heart because i love you' and 'rip apart my soul' and ofcourse 'stabby rip stab stab' and it doesnt help that i couldnt get my hair into that flippy thing like that guy in that band could, some days...
im an emo kid nonconforming as can be youd be nonconforming too if you looked just like me, i have paint on my nails and makeup on my face, I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs, Cuz I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag, I call it freedom of expression you'll just call me a fag, because our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes, because emo is one step, below transvestite.
stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows, I must be emo
I'm dark, and sensitive, with a low self esteem, the way i dress makes everyday feel like hallowe'en, I have no real problems but I like to make believe, I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week.
sulking, and writing poetry are my hobbies, i can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing, grils keep breaking up with me, It's never any fun they say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one.
stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo
I dont jump around when I go to shows, I must be emo
dye in my hair and polish on my toes, i must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes, i must be emo
my life is just a black abyss, you know it's so dark and it's suffocating me grabbing a hold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than my little sisters jeans, which look great on me by the way
when I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction, hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection, I write in a livejournal and wear thick rimmed glasses, I tell my friend I bleed black, and cry during classes,
I'm just a bad, cheap, immitation of goth, reading catcher and the rye and watch me jack off,
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life, If I said I liked girls i'd only be half right.
i look like i'm dead and dress like a homo, i must be emo
screw xbox, i play old school nintendo, i must be emo
i like to whine and hit my parentals, i must be emo
me and my friends all look like clones, i must be emo
my parents don't get me you know, they think I'm gay jsut because they saw me kiss a guy...well a couple guys, but i mean it's the two thousands, can't 2 or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay? I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.
I don't know diary I think you're the only one that gets me, You're my
best friend.
haha good job Matt good job! | 
haha jk Yoshi! yay i got him a edible candy thong as a present... Ladies u can reach him at 817-368-8060 (cell) 
lol well thats all for now
i duno why i like this picture... but i do
awe truely beautiful 
wtf